Job: In February I quit my job at bk and started working in customer service in Publisher's Clearing House. Making bout 3$ more an hour and 3x as much a month and still barely making it paycheck to paycheck. And it wasn't much of an upgrade in the quality of the job. Get lots of bitchy customers and I have to sit for 8 hrs a day pretty much. I feel so damn lazy and weak. The guy I sit next to is pretty cool and very helpful sometimes. I'd suck so bad at my job if it weren't for him. There are some other cool people there but I don't really associate with anyone else. It was kinda cool when I started working I found out a girl I went to middle skool with worked there too. We were never really friends or anything but we've started talking and hanging out. I;m hoping not to be there for more than 6 months. Already been there 2 and I hate it so much.
Car: I used my dads truck most of the winter because my little car crapped out on me. Just recently got it fixed. Had a new engine put in. Yeah it's gonna take awhile to pay that back cause my dad paid for most of it. Im happy to finally have it back though. And not just cause it's sooo much cheaper to drive than my dads truck. Still got a lot of work left to do on it but one thing at a time right now.
Falling in love again: I didn't think it would be possible for me to fall in love again. At least not for a much longer time than 6 months. Tried and failed many times and have finally succeeded. So glad I didn't do what most people do and shut myself off from everything. If I had I wouldn't have found a great guy ;) Met online first then in person on Valentines Day. Kinda sweet lol. I feel so much more happy with him than I have with any other guy. Except maybe mike but I know that after some time I'll be more happy and comfortable with him than I was even with mike.
We're looking to move in together in bout a month. Maybe we're moving too fast but that's our only option if we want to stay together and I don't feel like it's going too fast. I want to see him more than just on weekends and I want to move out of my moms place. Trouble now is finding somewhere to go thats not too far from work and all that shit.
