"For You"

Its for you that I write this
To show you what you have done
To wait for your reaction
To see if you knew

Its for you that I do this
I'm returning the favor
I'm making something
If only by mistake that it happens

Its for you that I show you my scars
So maybe you'll understand
So maybe you'll stop
So maybe you'll realize my pain

Its for you that you see this
See my words
See them be absorbed
But are quickly forgotten

I do this to you
Because you've done this to me
You've made me soulless
You've made me a monster

* I think I wrote this about my dad a few years ago when we were fighting. When we fought it would get really bad and id have anxiety attacks and cut. Not fun =/